Gates of memories will never close how much I missed you all

I miss you Picoo,DTD,ES,Lee,Maysoon,Khadija,Mr.Madi,Anglo,Akak,Brave heart ...ect

I miss reading your posts & comments

You can not imagin how sad to be away from this world which I used to feel that I belong to it

I just do not know what had happened to me !!

it was about week from my finals & I was so exhausted ,tired & mentally disturbed

seriously I was out of mind

From Dec to March I was fighting & fighting at the finals ..

What awesome days full of up & downs during the paper & clinic & the oral...

It seems great , the feeling that you feel like ALMOST you become a Dr ,you can stand infront of profisional Doctors & discuss with them different issues , your history,examination,investigatin & treatment..ect..

Lucky me... on March 09, I have managed to pass threfore I moved to my last year (did I say LAST) yes it is my last year ..sigh alot of work alot of responsibilities

I have alot of stories to update you about it soon

fe aman Allah

Moments of my life

Its the 27th of November year ago a friend passed away and I still feel as if it was just yesterday .
Tuesday was a normal day at my life preparing my self for my clinical exam .
I left the college at 1pm ..I was shocked when I saw an accedent in the hightway none of you can imagin how huge it was !
about 5 cars were adherent to each other , what cause this adherent , it was a track ! it fell down from the bridge to the highway !
when I arrived home I was awfully soryy about thier families and how they can handel with this tragdy .
after a minutes
I got a call from my cousin
he told me that his newly married brother and his wife were at the accident .
His wife (25years old) passed away Immediatly
while my cousin (28 years old) tried to survive untill yesterday...he passed away at 6Am

I spend most of the time with him at the ICU . and there was that baffing question in my mind the whole time ! why we lost alot of young guys in such a car accidents !

I'm really depressed this is the 2nd tough hard experince I had at the ICU.
May Allah Accept their souls and count them among the sala7een

I have pic for that Accident ensha Allah I'll try to post it as soon as I can
fe aman Allah

Happy but with stress

So excited...

I feel like I'm going to hug every one I meet Its my last month at 4th year after 13 months and one day of continous studying at different hospitals

Its like a miracle...Masageen sana Rab3a will be free soon

Only today I felt like I'm breathing again ..

I feel like Khalas najahet (I pass)

All together ensha Allah will face the finals at the middle of next month Dec.2008 with 3 months duration Hands holding together ensha Allah we'll make it all..pass it with high MARKS... I need your du3a My Diary from the Labour Room at 11AM

My Doctora : Dr.crowded Mind you should be beside me as your friends not beside the lady ..(Raj3a)

Me :don't worry Doc I can hear you ..I can handle it just leave me here I'm oki
later baby girl mabrook mabrook

Raj3a : could you call my husband Younis please Its our 1st baby

Me : oops...Oki whats his number...?

Raj3a: bla bla bla

Me: hello Younis ...its girl

Younis: girl ememem girl oki oki thanks
look like Younis didn't like the news

During my nap at 3:30PM....

tec tac tec tac

Me : hellooo

Looks Younis : Allo khayer nebi Raj3a ?

Oh my ...I just can't believe that...I was like who's Raj3a ?

Me : oh yeah sorry but my social system is closed today and Raj3a not beside me

Only I got tough words from mama about what I've done..enti mashia tagre walla..bla bla bla and baba was like good masha Allah 3alee my daughter made the newly married parents Younis & Raj3a happy
So for me no Comment

Untill the next time

Fe aman Allah

Me,You,Tripoli,Bengo...I love you all

Salam ....

Thanks for all of you about your comments guys every thing was sweet

After the Eid I was so busy fadaniaaaat and A3raaaaas and alot of stuff every thing was crowded !

Most of you knows what happen in my Last Birthday I had a mobile !! after a long long long zaneeen to baba

Now my chrome is peeling off and I've broke the mirror!! its miserable to look at it ...I just Wanted to make a deal with baba..he didn't let me finish

Just said no more mobiles enough is enough ..Oopis he is mad..

But crowdedMind knows what to do so its my job and you can see it :So what do you think smart right !!

Daida's Draw I love you girl...

There fe Trables was my cousin's wedding & my friend's wedding
I had crazy days I had fun met all the family ..oh guys I love the Zokra I love 3abamber I love this traditional stuff . What made me Trip more amazing and charming .. meeting a good friend I really like ..our meeting was so funny but seriously I like that I was happy with it and sad at the same time don't know when the next time will be , wish you always the best and to get well as soon as you can..

Tripoli's streets ...

I didn't get the time to post about a weird weird weird storm has happened at 29 or 28 of Ramadan at 00.30 AM as I remember it took almost 10 minutes but it made huge damages "wallahi" guys we felt like khalas its the end ..I was at the enternet at that night every thing was quiet quiet quiet but suddenly ( here is my point every thing was quick and sudden with no alarm) turned into windy rainy dusty weather then quiet again 10 minutes only .

the wind broke our window and broke the trees outside ...this storm damaged every thing specially that it was the shopping season you just can imagine what happen every thing was flying and fallen down in the cars & people

the people here kept talking about it untill now and some said that it was ليلة القدر ememe no comment
sobhan Allah... next day of the storm how it was Fe aman Allah ....

someone is talking...

I can't believe that I'm 21 years old and 45 minutes right right nowso lets say 22 years old sobhan Allah so fast I remember my 1st day at this life I was ....well I can't talk about it.

Its almost 1Am now and after 3 hours I'll fly to Tripoli Its the 1st birthday there...
Thanks for all of you girls for keeping my mobile active in this hour ...
fe aman Allah

Eid Mubarek

Finally I can have my breakfast at the morning
Like a kid I miss my breakfast I can't wait for the normal days
my grandma sent the bakalwa for us , I was waiting for Al.3abamber العبمبر
she didn't send it that broke my heart

Happy eid my family
Happy eid Asha
Happy eid my neighbors
Happy eid my friends
Happy eid my bloggers
Happy eid for all of you ....

fe aman Allah

اليوم كان ذكرى استشهاد شيخ الشهداء
وبالأمس القريب توقف الزمن ليسجل أحد المواقف العظيمة عندما ينحني المستعمر خانعا لأرادة الصبر وارادة الصمود معتذرآ لأحفاد المجاهدين الاشاوس رفاق عمر المختار عن ماض المستعمر وفضائعه.....................
فعلا روح الشهيد الشيخ,,شأبيب الرحمه.
my uncle sent to me this pic from Bahrin you can see his pic here too
في امان الله